and sometimes, things don't work out.
but it's important to try to appreciate that moment. and those moments. the failure. the suffering, the pain. the impermanence of it all.
at the end of the day, that's what failure symbolizes. impermanence. that you will not be able to fail forever. and that is where there is true sadness, and true relief.
the relief and the sadness come from the same place. it comes from knowing that you can only mess up so many more times, before your ticket is up.
so appreciate the impermanence. the failure. the pain.
it's all you got, and you ain't even got that.
(post inspired by some buddhist crap i was reading earlier tonight)